The Lion Heart Made Of Onyx

I reflect back on the time shared & spendwof how short it was, and recognize that I’m blessed.. God moves, within and all arround. God brought you to me, to show me not to lose hope.. Sadly, however, I’m always haunted by the last words spoken; plagued by nostalgia, always catching myself pondering back on what you’ve said. Finding the maturity in it all to rise to those words.. this is my mission, and I’m still in quest. Have faith in me. :)

I will return home, with no shame. I will return home more precious than gold; glowing with valor, wisdom, virtue..all for the love that was shown, and given..

it’s sad that others can motivate me, before myself.. when I better myself, sadly, I do it for you, not me.. if it were up to me, I can sadly care-less.. however, if bettering myself would benifit our relationship, best belive imma make it happen.. All that said.. This week passing, I reaquired all of my credentials..all of them.. not for me.. but for you.. So that I may court you properly, the way it should be.

I’ll still be here, waiting..

..whatever/however works..

They come and go, as people do.. I believe we meet people for greater or lesser significant reasons.. we learn, we live, we laugh..we love.. and sometimes really great things can come to an abrrupt end. But damn.. it sure was great season of knowing you. :)

I’m so lost, and confused.. please.. at least let me know..